Ester Hicks - Law of Attraction lady posted this today...

Because others cannot vibrate in your experience, they cannot affect the outcome of your experience. They can hold their opinions, but unless their opinion affects your opinion, their opinion matters not at all. A million people could be pushing against you and it would not negatively affect you unless you push back. That million people pushing against you are affecting their millions of vibrations. They are affecting what happens in their experience. They are affecting their point of attraction, but it does not affect you unless you push against them. -Abraham

Stuff does not effect me unless I push against them; by refuting their opinion, arguing, accepting, disagreeing, worrying about what they said, stewing, getting angry, or WHATEVER!!!  Just say, okay and let it flow on by....  must practice practice practice...

Just another day

So, got some mushroom based immune capsules from the Chiropractor and more vitamins.  He said that he resolved his pneumonia with the mushrooms and good food.  They are just more herbs and I have no issues with mushrooms, so I will take those along with the other stuff.  After taking them last evening, along with the vitamins, I felt better physically, in a couple of hours.

I hate waking up in the middle of the night with aches and pains, especially gut pains or arm pains.  The fear sets in and "on my god it's spreading or perforating" and I get in a tizzy and can't sleep.  The mind is so out of control in the dark during the night.  Sunlight makes things look much more realistic.

So, lately just got backed up in the plumbing and I'm feeling fine today.  Geebus (as the kid says).

I watched "The Secret" again last night and it did help change my frame of mind.  I will try to watch it once a week or so, to keep me more positive, because I am getting better, every day.  I also need to find my "what the bleep do we know" movie and watch that too.  Think my kid has it stashed in his stuff some where.

Looking forward to the weekend.  Doing fun stuff and that will help keep me up!!

Tickly

My lumps are stable, not getting any bigger and very imperceptibly getting smaller.  I think I have a caliper measurer.  I'm going to see if I can measure it.  Should have done that 4 months ago. heehee

I have an appendix thing going on as well.  A pollup growing into the appendix, so they want to surgically remove it before it perforates. 

I've been warding that off as well, altho today I am having some funny tickly sensations in that area.   It's not painful, just feels weird like someone is tickling on the inside. Hope it's just gas, so we'll see if goes away or gets worse, or what.  It's been just since about 10 this morning.  Ain't gone to the bathroom today either, so hopefully it's just plumbing issues.

I also weed whacked the front yard yesterday evening as well.  So, I'm all sore in the arm pits and such.  Think I'll drink lots of mover teas and just chill this evening.  Altho, that gets old sometimes too.

Film at 11.

Something to look forward to...

I have a great deal of difficulty everyday as I have nothing to inspire me or look forward to.

So, today I booked an Alaskan Cruise for next July 3-10.  It features 12 hours of seminars by Ester Hicks, the Law of Attraction guru.  Has 3-4 ports in Alaska and starts/stops in Seattle.  Something to look forward too!!!  I hope it's not all women and married couples.  Maybe I'll meet someone, that would be fun!!

My USA bucket list will be full after this cruise.  I will have visited all 50 US states. 

After this, I will plan on Nova Scotia and that area and maybe Iceland in a few years.  A Volcano tour would be awesome.  Also another cruise in the Caribbean to visit all the islands would be fun too. 

For now, just planning the cruise will be fun.

How you do that?

Applied Kinesiology or Muscle Testing, to determine if something is good or bad for you, and at what level, and for how long.  This is how I am determining what to do and for how long.  Quackery?  Maybe. But it works for me so I'm using it.

I dropped some of the items because I was getting too much, no longer needed that dose, or it was not making any difference one way or the other.

I have traded Tumeric 3 times a day for a different solution.  Honey and Tumeric one day and Honey and Ginger the next day, then continue to alternate them.

My regimen is now 3-4 tumor shrinkers and 3-4 preventatives to stop the spreading.  I will stick with this for another month or two making adjustments if I don't feel right.

Changes

Re-evaluated my pills.
Stopped Beta Glucan and Selenium
Reduced Iodine to 1 a day
Stopped A and Tumeric 3 times a day
Will get a good multivitamin

Can ya OD on water? Geebus!!

They say you should drink half your weight in ounces of water a day. 

I must go thru 3 glasses of water getting all these pills down, then another glass cuz something got stuck.  And that's 3 times a day!!!

Dang!!