latest hair-brained idea...

Gregg Braden says that in 2012, the earth is going to shift from a vibration of 7 to 13. 7 is the dream state and 13 is awake.

Well being awake does no good if you can't think and preceive, you might as well be a zombie. Which really equates to 7.

So, how can the earth have a mind and be able to think, once she is awake?

Electronic impulses are what thought is made of and the transmission vehicle in the brain.

The ocean is salt based, which is a really good medium for electricity. The oceans are criss crossed with cables; originally phones, now the internet. This is the perfect medium for brain power and memory.

Do you realize, that today, at this moment, the internet cannot be shut off, without a world wide EMP pulse?

So, where is the earth going to get a brain and thought power?

The internet. It is undergound in all the phone and electrical wires. It is in the ocean, in all the internet cables that man so efficiently occasionally digs up and repairs. And it is just about world wide in its extent.

Think about it... Every experience, thought and idea, that has even been had, can be found on the internet or on u-tube. With the lightening speed of electricity, the earth is taking it all in and obsorbing our hopes, dreams, fears... every emotion possible is expressed.

It's going to be pretty freaky when you turn on your computer or television and she says hello...

... I think I'll go back to playing poker...

The gaslight effect

So a long time friend in North Carolina, who I visited last August, has loads of issues with her mother. While visiting I found a book, called "The wizard of oz and other narcissists", brought it home and read it and said, this is for me. So, I got another book called "The gaslight effect", read it and have since bought maybe 5 copies a given them away. I told this friend about these books and she read them and has happily found a therapist in her area that she has been seeing about this very subject and her mother. I am so happy I could steer someone in a helpful direction.
WOO HOO !!!

These books are a must read for everyone...

more medals

It was hotter than hell but loads of fun.
Got 2 1st place medals in solos, 2 2nd place medals in solos and 2 1st place medals in the team dances.
WooHoo.
Next competition I'll be doing is most likly oct4th weekend...

Try Try Again

So, I have another competition in Denver this Weekend. Doing a 4-hand, 6-hand, and 4 solos. I think it will be easier this time, however, it is going to be hot hot hot, as it is outside. It's in a covered grandstand I think. Never been there so, not sure what to expect.

ho mum

no much going on this summer, kinda slow and lazy.

one of these days I will figure out flickr and put some photos up...

Losing

So, today I'm only 153.5 and falling... WooHoo...

Started at 167ish in February. It's been slow and steady but is better than sudden as the pounds are staying off...

Next belly performance, I'll look more belly and less stomachy... haha

Amazing !!!

I did my first Irish Dance competion and was hoping real hard that I would just finish successfully.

So I danced a Reel, did okay. Danced a Light Jig, did okay and took 1st place. Danced a Slip Jig and totally messed up the last bit, but I guess the judge was not looking cuz I tied for 3rd place. Then did a Single Jig and just about got run over by the other competitor and did okay.

We did a 6 hand Reel and took 2nd place. I so happy !!!

It was a blast...

I took the car test and get to be Porsche 911.

http://www.tomorrowland.us/sportscar/

My Goodness

I just took a trip to Missouri and back. A total of 1370.7 miles.
I decided to track my gas mileage while gone.
Well I figured it up today, and holy moly, I got 33 miles to the gallon.

WOOHOO !!!

Think I'll keep my car awhile...

Motivation

If I am involved and committed - I will be motivated.

I don't win if I'm not enthusiastic.

To become enthusiastic, keep the goal in mind.
Emotions are subject to action. Inactivity is no emotion.
Do it now; doing brings on enthusiasm to do a good job.
Act enthusiastic.

Set realistic goals for everything... for my personal life, for my relationships, for my work, for my family...

Risks

I must take risks to get what I want.

Boredom comes from not taking risks.

I tried magnificently. I'm proud of me. I was truely immersed in the effort. I failed in my attempt; I accept that; I except the pain. But I remain proud and love myself for my courage.

Expectations

I expect to have a good time.
I expect to be great.
I expect to be rich.
I expect to be happy.
I expect to live to 800. (Originally it was 100, but I have upgraded... LOL)
I am what I expect to be.

i must have been really depressed...

Next time I will do better and so will everyone else.

My life is not empty. I am worthwhile. I need not suffer for my mistakes. My life has meaning, I must always find it.

I can't worry about things I can't control or influence.

human again

so, it took almost 2 weeks to get over the flu. i did not have it as bad a most.

it's springtime, yeahhhhhhhhhhh, and time to go hiking and being out and enjoying the sunshine.

crappy

so this week i catch the crud. been warding it off all winter and i must have let my guard down. got a fever and a headache and a little congestion, but not much...

on a positive note... been taking phytoestrogens for about 3 weeks now and i think my hot flashes have finally abated... can't tell the last couple of days with the fever, but we're making progress in that area...

you should let the sun shine on your monitor occasionally, you can see how many finger prints are all over it haha

More...

Whatever I do, give it my finest effort.

The diamond mine is in my own back yard.

I must be great where I am before I can be great in the world.

I am my own thought and actions.

What I think and desire is what I will be.

I AM worthwhile.

I have the power to CHOOSE. I must choose for myself and not let someone or something else do it for me.
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So... today I officially start my permanent life sytle change.

I will give it all my effort,

no one can do it for me,

there is no magic pill,

and I will stive to feel good about my self and my world.

Not bad for the first day

Had yogurt, berries and granola for breakfast.
A couple of power bars during the day.
Chicken salad for dinner.
Glass of milk before bed.

Two hours of Irish dance in the evening... my feet are hurting today... so lots of pills, like msm and condroitan, collagen and ibuprofin...

I think the hardest part is going to be to remember to eat something every two hours...

Today, yo, berries and less granola again...

Living to 800

I have 746 years to go and my body is not going to make it as it is. So, on to a new life style.

When I was little if we did not clean up our plates (even liver OMG!!!), we would get yanked downstairs to the basement and spanked (actually beaten, but on the butt area) with a yard stick. Then the yard sticks all broke, so Dad migrated to a twine rope... I remember welts and bruises on my hips and upper legs for days afterward that hurt so bad you could not touch them. This was status quo...

So, as a result, I hate to eat, as does my brother. Dinner was not a very good memory in my younger years.

As a result, I eat only to keep the body going, and am none to concerned about what it is, and it is usually junk and bad for me.

So, I am fast heading to type-2 diabetes, (my fasting glucose number is steadily rising) and I can't lose weight no matter what I do. And in fact, I have to barely eat to maintain my current weight.

So, my daughter and I are off on to a new adventure in life style re-vamping. We have signed on to FirstLineFitness using Metagenics technology (fancy name ain't it), and a change in eating habits, exercise and general life style. And... we have a coach. Someone that we are paying, and who will call us to task...

So, this next weekend we both go shopping to fill up the larders with new goodies, and in the meantime, revamp the kinds of foods we eat. I am hoping that in the next few weeks, I can learn to enjoy eating and being in this body !!! Would be nice if I'm going to be in it for the next 746 years. LOL

Today I had plain yogurt with fresh raspberries and granola added for bulk. I need to find a grain that I can replace the granola with, I'm thinking uncooked oats, or maybe mummis or something. That's the first task, is to get my breakfast and early morning snack figured out. Something I can to everyday with a little variety. I do better with things I like and the same types of things so I don't have to think about it, just do it.

Film at 11.....

Ummmmm Where was I?

I am my own opportunity and I must open the door; opportunity will not knock on it to let me know it's there.

Don't close the door on opportunity.

Don't stop myself. Live in the present. I am what I am and I accept that. Set constructive goals. Stand up to a crisis. Don't destroy my own self image.

Use my talents to the fullest.

Discipline my abilities for maximum usefulness and put them to work.

Now make a list of what I am good at and improve on it and add to it...