Motivation

If I am involved and committed - I will be motivated.

I don't win if I'm not enthusiastic.

To become enthusiastic, keep the goal in mind.
Emotions are subject to action. Inactivity is no emotion.
Do it now; doing brings on enthusiasm to do a good job.
Act enthusiastic.

Set realistic goals for everything... for my personal life, for my relationships, for my work, for my family...

Risks

I must take risks to get what I want.

Boredom comes from not taking risks.

I tried magnificently. I'm proud of me. I was truely immersed in the effort. I failed in my attempt; I accept that; I except the pain. But I remain proud and love myself for my courage.

Expectations

I expect to have a good time.
I expect to be great.
I expect to be rich.
I expect to be happy.
I expect to live to 800. (Originally it was 100, but I have upgraded... LOL)
I am what I expect to be.

i must have been really depressed...

Next time I will do better and so will everyone else.

My life is not empty. I am worthwhile. I need not suffer for my mistakes. My life has meaning, I must always find it.

I can't worry about things I can't control or influence.

human again

so, it took almost 2 weeks to get over the flu. i did not have it as bad a most.

it's springtime, yeahhhhhhhhhhh, and time to go hiking and being out and enjoying the sunshine.

crappy

so this week i catch the crud. been warding it off all winter and i must have let my guard down. got a fever and a headache and a little congestion, but not much...

on a positive note... been taking phytoestrogens for about 3 weeks now and i think my hot flashes have finally abated... can't tell the last couple of days with the fever, but we're making progress in that area...

you should let the sun shine on your monitor occasionally, you can see how many finger prints are all over it haha

More...

Whatever I do, give it my finest effort.

The diamond mine is in my own back yard.

I must be great where I am before I can be great in the world.

I am my own thought and actions.

What I think and desire is what I will be.

I AM worthwhile.

I have the power to CHOOSE. I must choose for myself and not let someone or something else do it for me.
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So... today I officially start my permanent life sytle change.

I will give it all my effort,

no one can do it for me,

there is no magic pill,

and I will stive to feel good about my self and my world.